2010-01-13

Shit.

Shit. No, SHIT. No, a big pile of shit. No, an ENORMOUS pile of shit. That's what I'm drowning in just now. Feeling like there's no other choice. Than destruction. Total destruction. And then I'll leave this place and forget about everything. That was the original plan. Isn't it good to stuck to the original plans? First decisions used to be the best ones. Are they still? Is it possible to make a good decision or are there only bad ones? Kill me. Kill me or take me to heaven or both.

2 comments:

K said...

Is this about your friend or about sthg else?

Rez said...

well, this was a few days ago... so it's not the thing I told you about yesterday...