It's rather interesting how much the world has changed during only 20 years of my life. And not only the world itself but also the people, including me. Thanks to Facebook I have the opportunity to observe this change by looking at the profiles of my ancient friends - friends from my childhood and from the basic school. It seems to be almost unimaginable now that I was once friends with these people. I just can't imagine any subject we could talk about now. Strange. But that's how it goes.
Today I've found my very first best friend's profile. And I was shocked. She's just gorgeous, looks like a model. I was impressed - but only until I checked the groups she's a member of and the pages she's a fan of: fashion, disco, branded goods, marihuana, parties... And then: XXX became a member of "Cocaine and his friends" and XXX became a fan of Cocaine. Does this have a real base? If yes, than it's... Well, no comment.
It's also intersting how I've found her on Facebook. She commented on a status of another former best friend of mine - from a different period a few years later. She's very much the same as the "friend" described previously. A girl whose only interest is to party. I was quite surprised that these two former best friends of mine are such a good couple of friend nowadays. This world's just small. And full of connections and coincidence.
Talking about coincidence - yesterday I met one of the main characters of this blog. To be more precise - I met him and his girlfriend. The one in whose bed I slept twice. I must say I somehow felt pity for her... I expect she doesn't know about all that "funny stuff" her boyfriend was (or has been?) involved in. She was very cute, more than good-looking and seemed to be very nice as a person. And still he was able to do all this to her - under the motto "what you don't know about can't hurt you". But still it's unfair. I'd always thought it was all unfair to me. But it wasn't. I wasn't the victim. Only good memories are left inside my head now and I'm glad for these memories. Is this the final reconciliation with the past? Maybe. I definitely feel a lot lighter after yesterday.
2009-08-27
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